I still felt guilty, guilty for a life of betraying her, using her to ensure my superiority. During the funeral service, I vowed to root out those hid...en bravados which fed my ego at the expense of others. I didn't need to compete anymore. I'd won life's rat race. I didn't need ego crutches which made me do evil things. That was my vow as I prayed for Julie’s forgiveness, the forgiveness of being her worst enemy.Back at home, queen of my little tribe, I recommitted myself to, the right side of. My semen spilled all over her tummy and skirt. She looked at me angrily. I said sorry but she told it is fine. My cork became soft after that then she told me to remove her skirt as that is wet with my semen.. I removed it and was shocked to see that she was not warring panty. She had good size thighs, big butts and her pussy area was filled with hare like a forest. I was staring at her pussy as it was the first time I ever saw a pussy. She shouted at me and told me not to see it like that as. Put the fucking panties on. Your new name is Chantelle. Ok fuck. I dug the booty shorts out from their hiding spot and stripped down. H: put them on slowly. Camera is watching slut.In a effort to please this freak I did my best impression on a my girl friend getting dressed in the morning before she heads home.H: that's great faggot. Now the thigh highs. Slowly I inched each of the pink tennis socks up my freshly shaven legs until they why 3 inchs from the booty shorts. Just as I finished the. Sell it to the Air Force. The Navy's not buying this 'your penis is so magnificent' bullshit." "Well, honestly, I have only seen two penises, yours and his. And I'm crazy about yours." I was encouraged that he was not outraged at my perversion. I was hopeful. He was not already looking at me as though I was a pariah. "Well, I am ashamed to admit this, but the image of Gary's penis was etched in my mind. I am embarrassed to admit this, but that night, in the privacy of my bedroom, I masturbated.