"Christian saw me around 9:30 this morning. He let me use his bed when he went to church." Thank God! I was afraid something bad might have happened t... you," Kelly exclaimed.Like getting fucked in the ass by a queer? I left that thought unvoiced. "I haven't showered yet," I said. 'Why don't I call you after I get cleaned up? We can get some lunch." That sounds like a plan, Kyle," Kelly agreed.I took a shower and headed over to Pollock Commons to meet Kelly. She gave me a hug and a kiss when she. I found parts of another man and another pistol. When I led Tami away she wore a belt with a knife and pistol. She also had a small pack and vest with spare magazines for the rifle she carried. I had another belt and two pistols as well as a vest with spare magazines for the fancy rifle I was carrying.What was important to me was the two packs we carried. When I found another creek we start following it. When it joined a stream I pulled Tami out, deeper water meant more danger. We drank from. "Thank you."You offered me one of the machine?s tendrils. I took it with a tremblinghand and held on as tight as I was able."Oh! and tell Stacey that I?m sorry. They?ll probably have to findsomeone else for their orgies for now on. And tell Kiley that I wanted tothank her for- "ZzzztttttHot tears were running down my face. I wiped at them confusion. Thoughthose thoughts now seemed so foreign, my brain was still awash inemotion. I had just said a very difficult goodbye."Am I me again?" I. The further reference to the suicide note still bothered him though — where had that come from? He remembered the feeling of being watched when he had returned to the SUV with Fiona in his arms."I wonder? Is it possible that Henry Sinclair has taken a hand in this? Was there someone from the Order following me? He's the only one other than Osvaldo who knew where Markow was holding Fiona. Could he have ordered a member of the Order based in Monroe to watch the cabin?"The fact that the suicide.