'There is no need to do that honey, I'm just giving you what you asked for, on the understanding that this is kept just between me and you.' he affirm...d, for which I nodded agreement. At this point, I was just a bit too self-concious and shy now to follow through with my offer of 'doing the same', unless pressed to agree to my side of the bargain. We must have just stood there, for the best part of a minute, I guess I was expecting to see it stiffen a bit, but maybe he too was a bit too. It also didn't matter. I had worked out a deal on the phone with McThrift auto rentals. I could rent any car they had on the lot for $20 a day plus gas. I didn't plan to rent a car except as a last resort. It should not come to that often. The kids loved to drive, their dad bought their cars, and I could go anywhere for a tank of gasoline, almost everybody won when they drove me around on the weekends.Cindy loved to visit her Grandfather. Even with their families present inside visitors area,. SO YOU’LL DO IT?!?!” She says loudly and quickly grabbing my hands in a death grip. “Uh. Okay…” I wince, pulling my hands away and laboring to keep the smile on my face from morphing into a full on ‘fuck you’ glare. My mind reminds me: This is your own damn fault! I shake away my inner voice and look up startled because she has run around the desk to hug me, squealing like a school girl. “Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!” I roll my eyes, dreading my long night. 3 A.M. I walk quickly to Bear. Once that thought hit him it wouldn't go away, why hadn't he got a number to contact that copper. fuck me a name might have helped. He thought to himself. He managed to come up with some ideas to put his mind at rest for some, but the mole idea was something that he would be unable to resolve. It didn't matter if it were the case or not.Every time a door banged, every loud noise or voice caused Martin to jump. As he drove home in the evening he expected a gunman to jump out at every traffic.