'But... I don't know... I'dcounted on her being there... being around, at least some of thetime... I won't be able to go out, soon, I'll be in the mid...le of it...I don't know if I can cope with being so alone here.' Tears flowedagain.Lance hugged his friend and let him sob against his shoulder until heonce again seemed spent. Finally Tony shook his head and looked up. Hisface was about three inches from Lance's and Lance marvelled at howsoft his jawline looked, how full his lips had become. He. ” “Is that because you know what I am going to say?” Julie asked. “Yes.” “And what am I going to say then?” Alistair looked across his room. His door was ajar and people were passing. “Difficult to speak is it darling?” “Yes it is.” “Well darling,” Julie said, “The one sharing my bed will be the one with the biggest cock.” Alistair gasped loudly, surprised not by what she had said but by the way she was saying it. “That’s what you wanted to hear wasn’t it darling?” “Yes,” he replied. ." Andy trailed off, itoccurred to him for the first time that maybe Dee did think it was adate.Before he could worry about that, his mother asked, "So, did you havesomething in mind?"Andy took a deep breath. "Promish not to get mad?" What? No, I won't promise but I can't imagine what you might suggestthat would make me mad?" I wash...was thinking maybe that old cheering costume you've got?Uh...." Andy blushed clear down to his toes.Peggy looked at him and Andy grinned bravely. Peggy grinned. ?Can you sit up???No. I can’t move??Let me help you.?He put his arms around me and I helped him to sit up, holding him safely while I arranged the pillows behind him. As he leaned back on them I heard him give a sigh of relief. ?Thanks.? He said, ?I don’t know what I’d do without you, I can’t do anything for myself right now and I hate it.??Well maybe you can do more than you realise, perhaps after I’ve given you some treatment you might be able to do some of the things we talked about.