She was stressing too, believe me, and I hadn't sorted that out yet either.I had other things on my mind anyway, like...Did my clothes look gay? Did I...dress like a lesbian? I had a sudden panic attack as I opened my closet and looked through my clothes. I'd worn my uniform to school though, the same one as all the other girls, so ... No, I decided. My clothes were normal. It had to be me and that almost made me feel better except it didn't.The worst thing was I couldn't even ask my mom about. Hum hotel me pahuche jaate hi maine use kiss krna start kiya usko lips ko chusta chusta uske boobs dabane laga, dheere dheere maine uske kapde nikal diye ab wo puri nangi thiHeighy or body se bilkul fit uski chut b bahut lambi thi or gaand to ekdum bhari hui.Ek thappad maaro gaand per to 3 -4 baar hil jaaye.Uski chut baalo se bhari hui thi kyuki uske shaadi se 1 dun pahle wax karani thi.Maine apna lund nikal kr uske muh me de diya wo mana kr rhi thi , vommit krne ko b aa gayi thiFir maine use. I took my time, then said, want to try, as I looked at Jan, her eyes were on stalks as Joys arm kept up its onslaught, then a muffled yes, came from her open mouth. I saw Joy lube Jan’s hand, and help her get her fingers into my anus, then like joy I gave one hard push and her hand popped in fully. Jan froze with the strange feeling of her fist in my ass, so I began to move back and forth slowly to let her know all was ok, soon her fingers began to move inside me and she took over pumping my. Matt got kind of cagey, and in a roundabout way ended upsaying he basically was wanting to go slow and hold off on marriage andkids for a while. His ex-wife had hurt him more than he let on, but Ialso got the sense he still loved her and hoped that one day they couldreconcile.I didn't know if I was ready to settle down myself, but hearing Mattmore or less admit he didn't see us as a long term thing kind of hurt. Ihad thought when he introduced me to his parents we were more seriousthan we.