I'd never been competitive and now Ididn't have to be (I'm not saying girls don't compete -we do butdifferently than boys). I didn't have to worry abo...t sports. (John hatedthem but everyone expected him join one of the school teams andcompete.) I could be as passive or aggressive as I liked and no onehassled me about it. Maybe Walter had been right. John had never beenmuch of a boy. Oh, he enjoyed biking down suicide hill (after the firsttime. He'd been scared shitless that time) and. And I was really busy studying the manuals while I was waiting on my face ... and dick ... to heal enough to stop scaring babies, small children and the blind.I got out of the hospital February 14, 1996 ... the day Microsoft released Service Pac 1.I looked like a million bucks ... I should ... the company insurance spent that much and more making sure I was functional. The plastics doc kept his promise, but I felt like the dog my dad used to sing about.Where, oh where, has my little dog. Now take me to your place and I can take it off."It was only a short twenty minute ride to his apartment, but it felt like forever to Tess. As soon as they closed his door, she grabbed him and kissed him hard."Let's get this dress off you." Josh, I'm not wearing a bra under this one." I know, and I've been looking forward to this all evening." Are you sure?" Yes." Josh, now we've come this far, I don't want to blow it. We should wait till we're married." Yes we still will, but I want that dress. As i sat into mikes car he smiled told me i looked sexy and drove on.I replyed mike you gotta stop textn me its not on but he wsn't listening can i touch your leg he asked yes i said if you stop texting me from now on you can touch me ok he said as his hand rubbed up and down my thigh.I let my legs open a little as by now i was very wet and wanted him to touch me there he did and said wow nice and wet just the way i like it.We drove to a wooded area close to where we live and by now i was.