?I must have had a bit too much to drink. I got the shorts wet too, so I took them off so I wouldn?t have to worry.?Dan was looking away, but I walked...up behind him and reached around, grabbing his cock, ?Dan you?re hard, have you been looking at Jill??He put down the cloth, removed my hand, saying, ?You?re embarrassing me. But it would be tough not too, wouldn?t it.?Jill had dried her hands and was now leaning against the counter. ?Oooh, is he hard from looking at me?? She lifted her breasts. He explained that some women liked **** fantasy and a safe word let her scream for help, or shout no, or fight back without fear of ending her fantasy. Looking back now I can't believe I couldn't see what Mr. Online was saying, was planning. Over the months I had given him so much information; given him so many clues that he could easily find out who I was. But I just didn't see what I was doing, that I was opening the door and practically begging him to **** my innocent little ass with his. The hard part: how to go about this? How do I get into a situation where I'm clearly in over my head and have lost control, but love every second of it? A place where the only way out is through. Someone that, once I walk through this door, will slam it behind me. No doubt about it, I needed to go down a dark path but who to guide me?For this journey I couldn't choose a friend, so I chose an enemy.Her and I used to be in the same sorority back in college - her name is Vicki. She's 5'5", 130. Sitting down, she showed me several ways to keep my legstogether. She said, "You must keep your knees together at all times now,not like when you were a man. You don't want anyone looking up your shortskirt."She said, "Were a man". I thought to myself, what does she mean?She commented on how sweet and hot my sweater looked. She was jealous ofmy new look. I thought she could have it, but I knew sharing that thoughtwould not go over well.She said she bought me an open bottom girdle that will help.