I felt like everyone was staring at me - that they had seen what I had done. When I got outside it was bright and hot, and I ran to my car and drove s...raight home. But by the time it took me to get home, I was already getting horny again. I went in the apartment and stripped nude and began jerking off to porn. Now I was really horny again, and cursed myself for leaving the adult video store. I decided to take advantage of my heat - I felt like a bitch in heat - and I grabbed a pair of 3 inch. That day, she started to change. She left the bookstore with four Victor Hardway erotic novels and returned to that typical existence. And the very moment she returned home, alone she began a journey which led to no turning back. All those desires she had set aside for marriage returned upon the first chapter of the first book. Her mind became filled with all the detailed visuals the author’s writing expertly described with his image in place of the male dominating character. Those books,. She has been telling me what to do and not what to do, and I have been powerless and not confident enough to take a stand and tell her "No.". The reason behind that is that I don't want to upset Wilda and make her mad. I always want to make her happy. I never want to make her angry or upset with me. But now, I'm wondering if I made a mistake in marrying Wilda. And...Suddenly, the door opened and in came Hellen, who stopped short when she saw me sitting on the guest bed. Our eyes met and her. You’re kidding. You’re kidding! Oh my god, that’s amazing! Okay. Definitely. One hour. I’ll be there.”He put down the phone with tears in his eyes.“She’s awake,” he said. “She’s awake and doing great! Talking, she’s hungry, she’s fine. She’s back, Margaret!”The two of them laughed and wept together. Then a sudden realization hit both of them. “Come here,” she said. “We’ll make this fast.”Margaret pushed him back down on the bed. She climbed atop him for what she knew would be the.