Beverly said," You owe me big time lover. What, did you go home and get a nooner?"I said, "No and I probably never will!"Bev said, " Do you want to te...l me about that? You seem upset." No, just rushed and I missed lunch."Well if you didn't have lunch, I guess you shouldn't drink while you buy me a drink on the way home."I told her, "come on Bev, you know I'm a married man."She looked me square in the eye and said, "maybe I don't care about that any more. Maybe I want to spend time with you. I'm. I open the door and you hesitate slightly before coming in, your knees slightly giving beneath you. I close the door and watch as you stroll over and sit on the bed elegantly crossing your legs. I walk over to you undoing my tie, and pull it behind your neck pulling you to me as I begin to kiss your neck and lips. My hands slide down the fabric and down your sides working my way over your breasts, your nipples firm and your heartbeat quick.I feel your hands grab my hips and begin to undo my. She wished life did not make her feel so shameful,alienated,ans scared.Erica could she that the lights in the family room were still on as shesat there in the dark just outside of the beam of light filteringthrough the closed vertical blinds of the patio door. Erica knew thather parents were still waiting up for her. She glanced back over atRachel's house, her neighbor and long time friend. There were no lightson at her house.Gathering her courage, Erica inhaled deeply, trying to calm her. " I swear I heard him say under his breath. His skin normally would have felt icy cold if I held onto more of my humanity instead of being more vampire. Instead his skin felt hot with a slight chill. Honestly, it felt nice and I found myself trying to tamper my emotions down from him. My heart betrayed be though: the damn thing hammered hard in my chest. "If I had my way, I'd keep you this way minus the heart transitions. You don't want to be this." Shadow hissed on the last word."I want..." to.