I could feel the raised marks of the holes in the paddle, the welts around them and everything back there just throbbed and burned like hell! Sitting ...as a real bitch.My appetite now gone; I grabbed a handful of tissues, put my head down in my arms and had a little cry. I really wanted to quit the job but couldn’t just then. I had no idea what ‘the remainder’ would amount to but, was very glad that it was Friday! I wouldn’t be going out but, at least by Sunday, I’d probably be able to sit with. "Mourning mom" said the two girl as they came in the kitchen "hey girls morning how are you?" Said laura to her "just fine mother" said Melissa "plended just plended mother" said lisa as the girls were all ready for school. There the girls as the girl came in the kitchen. "Well girls breakfast is ready dig in don't want to be late for school" said laura as her daught took to the table to eat. The husband came in the kitchen to his wife. "Morning honey how are you" said Eric as they kissed each. We were sleeping in the lawn I was Covering my Breast with the Towel and Rohan was in his Boxer.Rohan: Darling I love you Me: Hmmm it is all lie, you just wanted to have sex with me, and you only love my body. Rohan: yes I really like your Body I was Mad when I first saw your Breast while feeding your Kid. Me: How did you see that? I was surprised! Rohan : When you had come to our house while your Hubby was away you had come to our Bedroom as your child was crying you started breast feeding her. ” She lowers herself into the tub and lets the hot water hit her body letting herself relax into the rhythm of the water. She starts to drift recalling her early waking moments of this morning and her dream from the night before. Her body starts to react to the memories coming back with a startling vengeance. She thinks to herself “Has it really been that long?” Taking her body wash and her cloth she gets it all soapy and starts to slowly wash her body. Starting from her neck and slowly working.