We finally just wished each other well and exchanged Christmas greetings before ending the phone call.I almost phoned over to Lisa's house a dozen tim...s before I flew back to Vermont, but I always decided not to, before I'd actually tried to place the call. I figured the way we'd left things back in August didn't need any rehashing. If she wasn't with me, I didn't want to know about who she might be with.I'd only been back to school for a few days before I received a blistering email from Lisa.. ”Sophie’s rage seemed to only intensify. Her eyes wide as she stared and struggled for a response. Instead she whirled around, screaming out, “Mom!” and stormed from our bedroom.I couldn’t help but smile for my fleeting victory. They were rare and I was sure that Sophie would get her revenge somehow.The smile fading as I turned back to my reflection in the mirror. My hands rubbing my belly.Sophie wasn’t lying. It was still bigger than it should probably be. Bigger than girls on the television.. Ive always been pretty highly sexed, even in relationships (with very active sex lives) Ive still masterbated and self pleasured alot. I was very much a regular watcher of porn (harder back then as the internet was still dial up!) So I had lots of magazines, VHS tapes and dvd's. All of my girlfriends over the years were fine with this. I have a decent sized 8" cock and shoot pretty big loads (over the years some of my ex's loved that, others were replused by the amount!) Anyway - obviously I. I fantasized about having an affair, something illicit and scandalous.. The more taboo the better. With a delivery man, or one of my son’s teachers, maybe the father of one of their friends.. I imagined sleeping with Dan’s brother, and even his father.. Neither of whom were attractive, but the forbidden nature made it very appealing.. Alas it was all just fantasy. Whenever a man would deliver a package I’d feel my snatch begin to part and I’d have to bite my lip to keep from asking him to come.