But lately he had been frustrated, and was finding himself envisioning Laura while he was with his wife in bed. He wasn’t trying to do it, it was j...st happening. If he closed his eyes, or looked at the wall, he would get a brief glimpse of her face in his mind. He felt guilty about it at first, guilty that he was thinking of another woman while screwing Kelsey, but also guilty that he was having lustful thought about Laura. After the first night that happened he figured it would be written. "Don't you remember, girl, you paid Mario for the extra postage out of the petty cash right here in this drawer! It was a large manila envelope with airmail stickers all over it. Now where the..." Oh. Oh that." Carolyn could never understand Jason's preoccupation with show season. It drove everything else completely out of his mind, like closing the door on a cluttered closet. "For heaven sakes, that envelope came nearly a month ago. You left it here on the desk for two weeks and I finally. , poking my chin, I move up her fanny and started to lick her bottom , her breathing got heavier,and erraticI put the tip of my tongue into her bum , her hips started to rock again , I darted the tip of my tongue in and out of her really fast, Her granting and moaning was great to hear, I then pushed my tongue in as far as I could go , she screamed out oooh you dirty bastardagain pushing back onto my eager mouth , I repeated this action four or five time , I could see she was going to. That'd make me even more of a joke.The more I think about it, the more I panic I'm going to end up puking before the pills have time to do their job. A knot forms in my stomach and I fear I'm going to throw up already. I pray I haven't overdone it.My throat's dry. I attempt a swallow and it hurts. It's a different kind of pain to the incessant dread that has unravelled the seams of my life recently, but it makes me aware of my body. My mortality. I swallow again, mind made up. It has to be now..