Back on the sidewalk I stopped waiting for Zack to catch me. Oh God, I realized the water had made my T-shirt wet, and I could see the black bar under...my T-shirt. Oh God, would Zack notice.Zack pulled up beside me dripping wet staring at me. I felt his eyes looking at my chest knowing he would ask what was wearing under my T-shirt. How could I explain to my best friend that I stole my cousin's bar and panties? How could I tell Zack my wearing Amy's underwear was so exciting I had an orgasm? I. I just don’t believe like you and Mom do. Or even like Dad does. I don’t think God exists!”I took a deep breath and let it out.“I can’t tell you what to believe, but don’t lose hope. I saw what happened with Jocelyn.”“You think I’d do that?”“I’m obviously concerned. If you decide life is meaningless...” I shook my head, unable to continue that thought. “Promise you’ll call me if you ever feel like that? Promise me, Liz!”“I promise,” she said. “But I don’t want to die. I want to kill Freddy’s. Tanvi came after 10 minutes and climbed up the ladder. I got a nice view of her tits. ‘Damn, I have missed seeing those beautiful pair of tits’ was the thought that ran across my mind. We both sat down and were looking at each other. Complete silence and I decided to break the ice.“So why did you call me? And don’t you think it is inappropriate for us to meet alone in a situation like this? Without Akash’s knowledge?”“I really don’t care. He would be busy screwing around his bitch of a best. Despite her feelings of guilt of leaving Tanya unannounced in this way, she felt a degree of elation at being free from her that was almost frightening. Susan and Rosemary took Maisie out for a night out in the city, which included a night club playing just the sounds that she was enjoying so much these days: pumping, jumping, slamming and kicking. Susan and she oscillated together under the bright lights, neither wearing very much, in a mass of sweaty shiny bodies under the strobing lights,.