I had decided as I lay in the darkness of the bedroom I would take my time and pack everything I wanted and just leave before he returned home in the ...vening.I would drive South and cross into Germany, where I had worked as an au-pair during my gap year, I would be a stranger, get a menial job, and start over.At 32 I felt cheated and as I said angry, but more with myself for doing it, every day you are confronted with temptation and all it takes is a moment of self pity, to let one of them. An old guy was sitting in an armchair "this is my husband Harry "Vera said nice to meet you sir i said as Vera gave me a ice cold coke .Vera started talking about when she was young all the boyfriends she had i was not really taking much notice of her just let her talk .When she asked me if i had a girl friend i just blushed and said no ?Vera giggled i"i think we have enbaressed Micky "she said to Harry dont be shy Vera said to me .Ok i said im only 14 wow Vera said 14 and never been kissed she. Approximately 5.7 height. So,I have a friend and his name is Varun(changed).We are together since long time.And I used to go to his place very often.So this incident happened when I just turned 19 probably a month back.We had our pre board going on and we decided to study together.And Btw,I’ve been trying to bang her for the last year but never got the chance but we used to exchange smiles and all that stuff.And one day I even saw her in her bra when she was changing her suit.So,coming back to. ..a nice package to go with it! I was considered cute at my school...I had had a few run ins with the ladies, but had always been secretly gay. Our captain, Matt, was about as straight as they come, or so I thought! The cross country teams' season started before school did, so we were running during the summer time. Our first meet was on a cold wet day in August. As usual I did pretty shitty and Matt did, well, he got first. Anyways one of our team things was to run all of the races without a.