" Would you care for a drink?", " Sure ", In the kitchen shaking from excitement I attempt to make drinks. When I return I notice a strange look on Ga...ls faces " Kyle?", "Yes" this is what I do when I am alone , "Damn you look good", Thank you", I return to my chair and to my amazement , We continue chatting and after a few minutes. Embarrassed and excited I remember what Carrie had taught me. Carrie said " Gail this is Amanda's first time being dressed around anyone and she has never been. What if you change your mind someday and decide becominga girl was the wrong decision, you'll never be able to father a child andwhat you've done to your body you may never be able to look like a man." Mom I've felt like a girl for as far back as I can remember. I've neveronce had any doubt that I'm supposed to be a girl, all i've ever felt isjealousy for girls that I couldn't be one too. I know what I did takingyour card and buying the hormones was wrong, I just couldn't let pubertyturn me. But how if this must be always so? You say that Danny will find ID for me so that I may have a place here and I may work, but how if he cannot find?”He’d put his finger right on what’s been nagging at the back of my mind, of course. I’ve been counting on Danny because, well, that’s what I always did when we were kids. I’d get my tit caught in a wringer, even before I was old enough to have tits, and I’d come to him and he’d find some way to fix things up, take whatever was wrong and make it. I felt like my 110 pound body was being split in half by his huge dick. He was sliding into me deeper than anyone ever had. It didnt take me long to feel the first orgasm wash over me. I could feel my cunt tightening and loosening around his cock. He walked backward with me out of the waves toward the beach. I could hear a sound in the background that I recognized but I just couldnt place it. He laid me down on the skimboard that he had dropped on the sand. Slowly he began to kiss me. Working.