I have been staying with him during the first part of our summer after graduation. I lie here every night and watch her do the most amazing things, so...t of a ritual, before she goes to bed. But I am getting a bit ahead of myself. As I said, I am staying for part of the summer with the family of my best friend from college. His name is Dave, mine is Sebastian, Sebastian Robin, call me Bash. Having just graduated, I was looking forward to starting my new job as an investigator with his Father's. Phir hum usle ghar pahuchne waale the toh maine mazaak mazaak main kaha ki meri fees kya doge car se ghar chodhne ki toh uspe usne bola ki paise loge mujse mauke dekh kar maine bola ki paise se zyadaa kimti cheez hai tumhaare paass jo mujhe chahiye n woh meri problem theek kar sakti hai kyuki tum ko exp. ho as woh married thi jispe woh hass padhi aur boli phir apne aap hi lelo n main hairaan ho gayaa n jaldi se car sunsaan sadak par side main park kar di.Phir hum dono smooch karne lage kareeb. Ellie still filled my most every thought after two years. She was in my heart and soul. I had never loved anyone so much in my life. Many nights I found myself sitting up in the darkness crying for her.I was lucky if I slept for an hour before getting back up to return to my office. The one good thing was, my company was now one of the biggest in the state and I made sure to give all the workers lots of raises to show how much they were needed.The only good thing that happened in the last year. It was the pain—pure pain—of being roasted alive that filled and overwhelmed his consciousness now. The humiliation and sheer embarrassment—and of course the intense resentment and anger—that had once fixed his awareness as he had been paraded on his leash and collar, hands manacled behind his already sweating back, from the kitchen through the laughing, poking, cocktail-spilling crowd of guests to the barbecue pit and the spit, had yielded completely to the torturing reality of fiery burning.