Kennedy came to me:“There are those who look at things the way they are, and ask why. I dream of things that never were, and ask why not?”And of c...urse the epic speech of Martin Luther King was not far behind:“I have a dream that one day...”With that I closed my eyes and I stretched my imagination to dream of sexual possibilities that have never been and, yes, I asked, “Why not?”Perhaps it was the Arkansas heat and humidity, but the most incredible dreams came to me about the way things should. "I'm not a dyke." And I'm not queer." Don't worry, sweetheart. I'm not asking you to have your arse violated," laughed Gabby who was clearly quite excited by the idea. "That is, unless that's what you want?" Fuck no!" gasped a genuinely terrified Alex.This was one ménage Alex didn't look forward to. Besides his entirely genuine worries about anal violation, he was anxious about how well he would perform when exposed naked and erect in front of another man.He tried to escape into Virtual Reality. . he even spiked the water that I had today. You just cannot trust him ... and you know that he wants you in the worst way." I paused..."I don't know what is going to happen with your mom ... but I do know now that whatever it is, it will never be like it was before." I thought for a moment, "I am not going to do anything rash Sara, and we'll have to keep up pretenses, at least for a while, at least for the kid's sake. Can you do that?" Yes. Ok. Dad, don't leave her, please, please. It will be. You gotta relax, and I know the right way to do it!”She said that, putting her hand on my belly. I immediately knew what Sandra wanted from me.“Not! Not here! I am already dressed and I cannot get too much late from our wedding, and anyway...”“You know how you like this and I like it too. Come one, Sue, you gotta cool it off and I am the only one that can make it happen”Now I gotta explain the whole history: when we were young, me and Sandra went on those ‘experimenting’ stages of life, and.