I tried to move my head up and down as if I was fucking him with my mouth, and I found myself gagging with the girth of him. I knew I had a big gob, b...t really, the man was massive! Everything was wet, and I wondered, as I sucked and tried hard to wriggle my tongue up his underside as I moved up and down, was that wetness another nose bleed from earlier in the day? Was it snot, since I couldn't breathe through my mouth? Spit? What if...There was no more time. I felt him thrust his hips under. I want to live a normal heterosexual life, or maybe bi, but I don't want to fear being intimate with a man." I would love to help you, but I want to take the lead. First, we are going to take a bath. Would you two run the water in the tub while I go make some coffee?"I walked into the kitchen. The thoughts of what just transpired were fresh in my befuddled mind. What was going on? I had always had these types of fantasies. Hell, there had been times when I could not cum with a woman without. Well John Smith, Im Lester Murphy he said slapping me on the shoulder and scooping up my suitcase, Lets get back to the farm before my missus starts to wonder where weve got to. We climbed into his old, beat up farm truck and drove off down the dirt road that stretched off into the distance. As the miles passed, I couldnt help a growing feeling of remoteness as we went by green meadows and, after a while, rows and rows of apple trees stretching as far as I could see. Finally, we passed out of. This is therapy only, to allow you to go back and love him for the rest of your life.” Karen moved back to think and the fear hit her again. She needed to be close to him, that was plain, could this end the nightmare? “When?” Karen asked There, it was agreed. Not if, but when. “Now is as good a time as any Karen. Have faith in me, let me guide you and we can get this over as swiftly as possible.” Grey stood up, taking the cologne out of range to ensure she was nervous. He needed her to be in.