I smiled but kept watch until the men and horses were out of sight.A couple of times we walked and I led the horses or rested them as the two girls pi...ked berries or wild onions. It was mid day when I saw the rabbit ahead and turned to dig into my things. I found my sling and my pouch of small river stones. I slipped off the wagon and had Marie lead the horses as I walked ahead.Not only did I kill the rabbit but I got a second just minutes after I did it. I skinned and cleaned them and began to. I was lonely and felt rejected. Ultimately, we married between my junior and senior years of college. She had to work full time and I had to work part-time to make ends meet. Our first times together were difficult. I had to wear a condom as the pills were available only by prescription and we didn’t have the money for a doctors visit. She was almost rigid. We talked a lot but her attitude was sex was for procreation only and we couldn’t afford children. She would agree to let me have sex. I put my makeup on , Smokey black eyes and red matte lipstick finished it off. I bought new secretary glasses. Put my black layered wig on and got dressed. Black thigh high stockings with a matching garter and lace bra. I got some of those silicone breasts to pack out the bra. A black pin stripe knee length pencil skirt with matching blazer. Underneath a white button up blouse that you could see my bra through. 6” black stiletto heels, a tennis bracelet. Earrings and of course my nails were. Which, in hindsight, is a shitty thing to do, “No judgment; No expectations. I had a great time. I’m glad you slept over.” (Was I? I don’t think I’d actually processed it yet.)“Me, too. Probably best if we’re not hanging over each other at the cast party. Wouldn’t look good. But I do want to see you again.” She said, rummaging for her car keys.“Ariel saw you cuddling up to me last night,” I said. “I bet rumors are already flying.”Christy opened the doors, “See you in a few. Let’s do something.