”Abbey jumped in surprise on hearing Joe’s voice behind her.“I ... I ... yes sir, I’m ... I really am sorry” Abbey was ashamed and embarrass...d that Joe had seen her half undressed.“I understand, sir” she finally managed to reply to what Joe had said.Joe was delighted that he had caught Abbey wearing only her underwear because it gave him the opportunity to start to put his depraved plans in motion.“The first thing” he said “is that in this apartment you are not allowed to wear more than you are. No way am I gonna sit down on that thing...' Daniel slapped me across the cheek harshly and warned me '...don't tell me what you ain't gonna do again...now get your ass up here like I told you too...' Reluctantly I stood and turned around to face Charlie and his little whore, Shirley. She had stopped licking and sucking his penis to watch what was going between Daniel and I. Charlie said to her '...so you want see Daniel bust his ass...get closer, get fucking closer...' I watched as Shirley. This young woman was destined to change my life. At the time that I met Yasmina, I’m ashamed to say that I was still simmering with anger, at followers of Islam, at Western society for trying to accommodate the needs of Muslim immigrants and at the world itself. I blamed everyone but myself for my downfall. It never occurred to me that my arrogance and pride led me to this dark moment. My prejudice and hate led me to the path of darkness, and I saw no redemption in sight. Ugly, smelly, homeless. "Do you hate me?" No. I don't hate you." I really didn't mean to hurt you. What happened between David and me..." I don't want to know," I lied.I wrestled with my feelings before continuing. "How long has it been going on?"She hesitated. "A couple of weeks. I didn't mean for it to happen; it just did." I see." You know David. He was always the more forward of the two of you." I guess so. My loss I suppose." Paul, I..." You don't need to justify yourself. You chose him over me and I just need to.