I really wanted to go once I heard of it. I thought maybe this was my chance to finally lose my virginity. The party I found out was in July. school e...ded, the end of June.When school was done, I was happy to be on summer vacation. My parents said they were going on vacation for 2 weeks to the Bahamas, just the thought of having the house to myself and being able to masturbate whenever I wanted gave me a hard on. They left the first week of July.As soon as they left, I immediately put porn on. ” I said, “Yea, I guess most girls do.”We had reached the pond and we ran out on the pier and dived in. The cool water felt refreshing against the August heat, not to mention the heat I had experienced in the barn. We swam around some, did some water tricks and dove in a lot. There was dock tied up in the middle of the pond and we rested on that, enjoying the sun on our bodies. Maggi got back to my being in the barn. After some aimless chit chat, she asked if Ellie had touched Grayboy’s. Like your fucking Palestine or your fucking Pakistan. It's all fucking guns, knives and drug dealers and shit." You do a bit of dealing as well, you know..." A girl's got to fucking survive, don't she? But it ain't good, you know. There mightn't be fucking radiation or mushroom clouds or shit like that, but it ain't nice out there. I don't want my girl to get fucked by a perv or knifed by a gangster. And anyway what fucking good is school anyway? There ain't no fucking jobs no more."Emily. Naan ethavathu seiya poi udan vanthu irupan ethvathu prachanai seithu vida pogiran endru porumaiyaaga kaathu kondu irunthen. Naan irandu beer kudithen, Pondicherry saraku endraale bhothai thaan athum irandu beer adithaal thalai kaal puriyaatha alavirku aagi vidum. Aanal naan thelivaaga thaan irunthen.En endraal en kan mun thaan sexyaana pen ennai paarthu kondu irukiraale, pinbu aval udambai kanbikum pozhuthu avalin suuthu perithaaga virinthu irupathu mun puram paarkum pozhuthe therinthathu..