The kind that would make for a great stress reliever ball with the perfect degree of softness and hardness, if I was in love before, I must have reach...d heaven now! And then I was aware of her movements. Her hands were moving along my chest feeling the rise of the muscle just above my heart, tracing the curves of my chest and then moving to my stomach. Then she moved her hand under my shirt and felt my stomach every so lightly playing around with the hair that grows just under the navel. Then. But if he wants answers he at least deserves that for what I have put him through.’ My voice held conviction trying to get him to understand the truth in what I had just said. ‘If he wanted answers he would of stayed.’ His jaw was clenched, which I now started to recognize as uncertainty for Evan. Not uncertainty for how he felt, but for the unknowing cause of my actions. Realizing this I had to assure him that I had no doubts about him and I. I just needed to make right by my confused thoughts. He took me to his apartment. We had to take a long subway ride and I'm not even sure where we went. We had stopped and picked up some take-out on the way. I was so hungry that I couldn't think about anything except the food that he carried in his hands, and when we got to his apartment he allowed me to eat. When I was finished, I expected him to want to jump right into bed, but instead all he wanted to do was talk. He kept asking me about myself. I told him the same things that I have told you.. She squeezed my body and kissed me passionately. "Well, you have provided me with every opportunity to experience the wealth of sexual adventure, save for one!" And just what might that be?'She cuddled even closer, gave me her winning smile, and, looking into my eyes said, "I would love, just one time, never again, to fuck a black man! I have always wondered if there was really any difference between a black cock and a white one. Could you allow me this one little foray into interracial.