Four poster - (I counted!)."We watch our 'amazing movies' here!" she exclaimed.She giggled that I looked so puzzled."Here...let me show you."She picke... up the remote, and waved dismissively at the bed. I assumed I was to relax. So I did. She pressed buttons. I fluffed a pillow to support my head. And swallowed my heart as the 'movie' started.The larger-than-life head of a woman - who looked a LOT like Joy - was lowering her lips onto a larger-than-life erection. The real-life Joy perched. "Captain, I was sent to Pine Gap by the Hong Kong police. We were hopingyou may have some information on triads that operate out of our city." I will try to help you, Inspector. Feel free to ask me any questionsyou wish."*****Robert Mueller may have been thousands of miles from the HooverBuilding, but he couldn't escape the administrative work that came withhis being Director of the FBI. There was a pile of papers on his deskwhen he got back to his Pine Gap office.The FBI Director had just. Youre blushing it was a statement more than a question. Well yes! Valkyrie said then lowered her voice to a low whisper I thought I was alone closing her eyes. Oh you mean when you masturbated the Reflection said her voice emotionless. Dont call it that! What do you want me to call it? the Reflection asked cocking its head. I dont know! Valkyrie snapped. There was a knock on the door and she heard her mothers voice. Steph you awake the Reflection crawled under the bed and Valkyrie covered. My mind felt cleansed, my heart felt cleansed and my body felt cleansed. I could think straight again and I couldnt feel any pain. I no longer had any self loathing or desire to die all I wanted to do was take this moment and bring these children that I had pushed away for so long back into my life. I sat up and I wrapped my arms around my son and I hugged him tightly. I whispered in his ear Luke, Tonight when your father came home I prayed for God to end this for me. I meant for God to have me.