I stood on the back deck and stared at the lake for a while. The cool, fresh, night air is pleasant. But calming down is apparently not an achievable ...oal. Not tonight. Finally I gave up and went up to my room.I closed the door behind me and stared at the big, empty bed. It’s kind of a slap in the face. It mocks me. The woman I’m supposed to be sharing that bed with is across the hall in bed with my best friend. I probably couldn’t have gotten her to leave that room at the point of a gun.I. “Are you sure you don't want to come back to England with me, dear?”“Yeah, I'm sure.”“When are planning on coming?”“EJ and I are coming on my birthday,” I told her. “Then we're going site seeing in Europe, remember?”“Oh yes, of course,” she said. “How does your father feel about that trip of yours?”“Well, daddy wasn't very happy about EJ coming along, but he'll live I'm sure,” I reasoned.“Are you excited EJ?” Mother asked him.“Yes, ma'am,” he said. “I've only been to the UK so I'm happy to be. Hum ne diner keya or hum tv dekhne lage, thodi der mai papa bole beta mujhe subhe jaldi duty par jana hai chalo so jao mai uth kar jane lega tabhi rema boli papa aaj mai aap ke paas so jao, papa bole keyo keya baat hai mai to jaise marne wala ho geya or yamraaj mujhe saaf dekhai dene lagay tabhi rema boli mamy nahi hai mujhe subhe jalde uth kar aap ka breakfast benana hoga, papa bole thik hai or mai roomn mai chela geyaor sochne lega bech geya Raj.Par man mai to mare choor tha ke rema papa ko. As an added humiliation, he blindfolded her and put a small dildo in her mouth. “There, you look just perfect for the pictures. Just wait until Amy sees these.” Initially, Jamie couldn’t believe Mathew stayed the bathroom with her. But the fact that he took pictures drove home the fact that she had given herself completely. Instead of being angry or humiliated, she fully realized that she had crossed a new threshold. She hoped only that this would please Mathew. “When you are done, clean.