Now is our time. I don't have to tell you toavoid pregnancies, but the rest is just as important. Sex for girls is sodifferent than for boys. It isn't...just the babies' part, but the act aswell."Her arm was now behind my head and her hand began to gently knead myright breast. I shuddered. I turned to look at her and noticed that shehad let the straps of her gown fall from her shoulders. Her breasts werebear and right in front of my face. She brought my head to rest on herbare bosom. She gently. I reached down and cupping my hand under her pussy lifter her up a few inches. With my other hand I pulled down my zipper. The sound of it seemed to shake her out of her sexual frenzy and in a small, pleading voice she said "No." But it was more of a request than an order.I said, "Mom, we've both been drinking. In the morning neither of us will even remember what happened."This rationalization must have been sufficient to let her go ahead and do what she wanted, because she said nothing as I. She intends to go home and she isn't planning on returning. The only question is what are you going to do about it?" she asked."Do about it? She is a grown woman, Rachel. I can't hold her hostage. Even as much as I would like too," Marshall said roughly."Is this MY father?" she asked as he started pacing in front of her."What?" he asked defensively."Are you really going to let her go?" Do I have a choice?" He rubbed his neck as he continued to pace."MY father wouldn't let his girl-friend leave. They wanted to change but they remembered the treaties. They talked to the agents, but all he told them was to remember the treaties. **** One man smelled it. It smelled of wine, it smelled of beer, smelled of bourbon, of a shiny new axe. They were his friends who visited him fresh from the mines and at his table, he cut them up, dumping their pieces around the reservation. ‘Your two best friends, why did you kill them?’ They asked. He couldn’t explain. **** Children are choking and dying in.