I couldn't help but shiver slightly as she got closer and closer.But when she was just about to touch my mound, she withdrew her hands. I opened my ey...s and looked at Val. She was smiling at me and I frowned at her enjoyment."Come on, that's not..." I started to say, but she shushed me quiet. I didn't know why, but I instinctively fell silent at once."Just close your eyes and lean back. Believe me, you'll be happy that you did."I complied after one last disapproving look and settled against the. And that would result in the destruction of my whole life." "Well, you really appeared to be enjoying your desperation," Stevie said. "Leonard never got anything like as much enjoyment out of a shift as you did." "It was like driving in a car race, knowing you could be killed at any minute, but loving any minute of it." "Have you thought," Stevie asked, "what you're going to do now?" The question took Liz by surprise. "Well... no. Er... The thing is, I'm dead tired, I really need some sleep.. .. (the dots are my address)" he smiled at me and for some reason I liked when he smiled at me but I did'nt think much of it at the time. He said "I will see you both later"So i drove off and Lizzy said to me "That was nice of you." I said "Well I kinda feel sorry for the guy. I havent seen him with any friends all day and I think he is kinda cool" so on the way to Lizzy house it was filled with boring small talk. When I got to her house we kissed goodbye and I drove homeWhen I got home the. She had her hands around me and I could feel her nails pressing onto my back. We were kissing and I could taste her cigarette smell, desi alcohol, saliva, and in all a different taste. She was pressing me close and after a long time, I finally exploded in her. She seemed to press her choot on my lund and then go limp. We stayed like that for some time and then she said ‘bahut saal ke baad saala mujhe bhi kuch under hone lagaa’. Since we had time, she got up, lit a cigarette, made me take a few.