I have friends who are ranchers and they took me out on a horseback ride in the mountains hunting a bear. They filled my head with stories of ranching...problems, the difference between grass fed and grain fed beef, the difference between ranch grown beef and buying yearlings to fatten up for slaughter. And wolves. They had a lot to say about the reintroduction of wolves into Yellowstone.By the time I left Seattle and worked my way back east to Laramie to do on-location research, I had a. ..Madge," I gasped out all to Madge'sdelight."Do you feel like a lady too now?" she continued, satisfied that she hadbroken me once again with yet another diabolical plan of hers. "Yes! I...I... fe.....feel like a l...lady, I fe...feel like a lady!" Igasped as I stumbled on my sore high heeled feet once again. She then reached up and dialed down the machine and finally shut it off.As I teetered on the heels she undid my wrist cuffs and the chains at myneck collar. "Mmmmm, my feminine little. The journey would take more than a full moon to get there. We did the same thing as last time. We stop a day short and loaded up with food and water.When we got close, I had the hunters put away their bows, and just be armed with clubs and spears. We camped in about the same spot, on the South end of the meeting grounds. We did a couple of trial camp protection runs, just as Wolfgard did with me, about 15 years ago.I left for a chieftain meeting and War Eagle is left in charge. I made my rounds. Then Mike had an idea."Hey ... I have a thought." Yea? What is it?" Well, it seems like what might help would be if you could check this out somehow ... see how it feels without actually doing it." That makes sense. But how could I do that?" How about fantasizing about it? You go in your room all alone. You get in bed ... naked, if I may suggest that, and you play with yourself ... maybe even using ... you know ... a dildo ... and pretending it was Ryan. That might help you envision it enough.