As I showered, I reflected on my dreams. It was definitely a much better one than my everyday dreams. I made a slight smile. I missed seeing Mother in...my dreams. I haven't seen her since the night she attempted to kill me in my dream and since I took my prescription.Oh heck! I forgot to take my pills last night. I didn't have any nightmares though, so did this meant that I no longer needed the pills?Mother Gaia, as I understood to be her name, used to appear in my dreams starting shortly after. “Yes, damn it!” Suddenly his fingers stopped their stroking and instantly her eyelids flew up. “Don’t stop!” she pleaded.He smiled at her response. “But I can’t continue unless you inform me what it is exactly you want from me. You will have to tell me.”Mallory was too far gone to comprehend his true meaning at first. Then with a pounding heart, “Please David, please… I need to… feel you inside me.” She gasped as he moved his fingers slowing pushing one finger gently inside her then stopping.. Extreme nervousness and excitement at once, like one feels before thatspecial kiss, that important moment. The wondering about what wasstrange faded as I realized something was wrong. Something was wrongwith me!I released her hands and lowered my pants to touch myself in disbelief,much to her amusement. Instead of an erection, what they found was athin patch of stubbly hear on an otherwise flat mound. My idle fingerssearched frantically, but nothing was there! There was only a lower,sensitive. Not knowing how to swim I figured it was going to be a lousy two weeks. Going back to the cabin I passed the head councilor, he asked why I was so down. I told him I couldn't swim. He said that's not a problem, go get changed and he'd see what he could do. Reaching the cabin I seen everyone was already in their camp shirts and T shirts. Finding my camp clothes I stripped nude and was pulling up my shorts when the head councilor(Bill) came in. He asked why no underwear, I told him I never wore.