I did it in the bathroom, usually, and sometimes at night in my bed. I fantasized about having sex again one day, but it was an idle thing, not a seri...us hope that I would work towards. With Michael being the focus of my energy, I couldn’t see ever having the time or stamina to entertain a lover.The summer Michael was fifteen changed many things for me and for him. As his ability to walk and care for himself were diminished, I had to take on more of a caretaker role than before. More like when. “Yes. I’m ready.”“Okay. I want … I want … to … shave my pussy,” I say with my own big blue eyes widening searching his face for a reaction.Silence.Manly laughter."Hey!" I fuss.“What? Really? Really? Why? I mean, you don’t have much hair down there, to begin with.”Burying my red face in his armpit, I mumble, “I just want to try it.”“Hmmm. I’m sorry I laughed, baby. It’s just … I don’t know. I like your little landing strip. And I have never been with a woman who shaved before. You probably have. ‘Who is Krys?’ he asked carefully avoiding turning to look at Angel as he heard her faint gasp, he was really glad he had been standing directly between them and blocking James’ view as he asked the question. James felt his heart sink, ‘She is a friend of mine, we had a fight. If I’ve lost three years of my life I need to know where she is, and if she is ok.’ He struggled to sit farther up, but the pain put him back flat on his back. ‘Oh god that hurts.’ He looked at the doctor, ‘Okay I would. "Adam looked at Mary wide-eyed. He hadn't realized that everyone wasn't in the loop."I'm sorry," Adam said. "I thought this had been discussed. I know no formal vote was taken but we can if you find it necessary." I don't," Mary said. "I know it will pass. I can see that readily. But I don't want to have a bunch of things get away from us. It sounds like that is exactly what's happening. Everyone is off on his or her little tangent and the rest of us have no idea what's going on. The Five.