.' And I haven't for the longest while. Now I do. I feel guilty as hell about it, but fucking Susie tonight was the best sex I ever had. And I want mo...e of her though I'm not going to push it."What we gonna watch tonight?" Susie asked, bounding into the den after we ate supper and cleaned up the kitchen together. She went to shower afterward, while I read the paper. It was only 6:30, so nothing on TV at the time seemed worthwhile."Oh, I don't know," I answered, letting the paper rest in my lap.. And spend most of my day." "What music do you listen to?" I said. "I like Black Veil Brides, My Chemical Romance, and other music like that." he said. "I like BVB too haha!" I responded. "What kind of fan are you that is blonde? I'll fix that if you want." he said. "Sounds fun." he showed me the rest and followed me back to his bed. There, we started making out again. I stripped him naked and let him get on top. "Let's see what my boyfriend looks like naked. That'll tell me how hard it'll be to. "You want it here, or outside?" she asked, totally unconcerned. I hooked my chin over my shoulder. "Out there. And close the damn door! It's cold in here!"She checked my back and ass out and then shot me one of her smirks, the same expression that always makes me want to kick her ass. The door closed, and I finished my shower. When I came out, Eileen was sitting on the bed, legs crossed, looking at my gunbelt. I laughingly called it my 'bat utility' belt after the comicstrip Batman. It had my. .. just turn away. I'd be so sad. I wouldn't talk to her again. Ever.Laura turned weepy and cried softly in the dark for a while. Sara still had not called by midnight. These were the most agonizing hours Laura had ever spent. She could not sleep, but she was so tired that by two or three a.m. she fell into a stupor in spite of her emotional pain and distress.As she was dressing glumly for work in the morning, the phone rang. It was seven-thirty. Oh god, let it be her! Even if she's... in a.