Stretchingout my legs I wriggled my toes next to hers and you couldn't tell thedifference in our biology."You know," I said into the quiet, "it was re...lly hard for me. To findout you were..." A girl? Sorry." I wish... you'd said something earlier." What difference would it have made?" I loved you." Loved?" Shit, Alex. I'm no lesbian!"She snorted miserably. "It was all so fucking horrible. Elise, you werefucking awful and that was the worst."Which hurt, with its truth."You don't understand. I. I definitely could.Still I slapped myself mentally, because I had not even tried to get mad at the Wilijies, not attempted to protect Lex and myself. They came, knocked Lex out, and took me away. I tried to reason with myself that it was too a small amount of time for me to react, but it was enough. The real cause for me not to kill them had been the simple fact that I had not felt threatened by them. I almost gave myself over to them. I could have put up a fight, killing them faster than they. The topic which particularly interested Leonard concerned a phenomenonidentified by a British doctor named Havelock Ellis, who had circulated,but not yet published, his results. Dr. Ellis had studied men who hadbeen raised as women, or who chose to live as women. He called thisphenomenon "eonism", named after the 18-th century French diplomat andspy, the Chevalier Charles-Genevi?ve-Louis-Auguste-Andr?-Timoth?e ?on deBeaumont, who had been raised as a girl and who lived most of his life asa. The tent in the blanket tells me that you're dreaming of last night. I get back under the blanket beside you. My hand encircles your cock. I stroke it gently, loving the feel of the rigid mast. What a thing of beauty it is.I hear you moan. You move your legs and you reach for me in your sleep. As you relax I move down your body kissing your nipple and kissing down your belly until I am face to head with your cock. Mmmm, I love the way it looks, so inviting. I pull it towards my mouth. My tongue.