It was also one of the things that led to me becoming a surrogate mother." Then she slowly started to talk like a normal, reasonably happy person ...or the first time that day. "I love having a baby growing inside me. And my body's good at it. Bill was attracted to pregnant women too. But four kids was a big enough family for both of us and he'd gotten fixed. So when I met another woman online that sold breast milk and had been a surrogate mother, we got to be friends, and she. The act of sex changes people, turns them from lambs of God, to monsters of Satan, my mother preached purity and chastity, then in the heat of desire, begged for the unspeakable, her white flesh marked by the leather tawse, the pain drawing pleasure, the tawse marking and drawing blood, while she begged for more.She wore high necked clothes and mid length frocks, hiding her unadulterated marking, people thought her a bible thumping convert, in truth she hid her sexual excesses, her markings and. I had made it to second base a couple of times but since I didn't really fit in high school I mainly just drifted through and kept to myself. Basically I hated high school. Then I went off to college. Freshman year, nothing. Sophomore year, I met this very pretty girl and we dated for a few months until she dumped and crushed me. After that I struggled to finish the year and went home for the summer. Got a job, so mainly I worked and played basketball with some friends. Once I met Charlene, I. I walked back across the kitchen and up to bed. The brief moment of excitement gone, I was ready to crawl back into bed and sleep. I just wished that the next morning could be further away. * Chapter 2 – the morning after I had forgotten how bitter the coffee was until I drank it the next morning. It didn’t really help. I still felt like I was walking around in a fog. I grabbed my things. I drove my car. I walked quickly into the building. Everything seemed so automatic and colorless. I found.