. I mean scalding, and ... and ... and she had on all this makeup, and ... and ... and she wasn't wearing bra! She had on a tight shirt ... and ... an... my god she's racked! And ... and ... she felt so nice ... I ... I ... don't mean just nice but incredible ... and I ... I ... I..." said DJ looking lost while gesturing wildly with his handsDJ was looking all around the room at everything, including his father, as he grew more animated in his frustration as he talked. It was easy to see that he. I don't love her. I don't like her." Speak up. You're mumbling. I can't understand some of what you're saying." I'm thinking out loud. What difference does it make to me what happens to Betty? I mean, aside from how it affects the kids, if she's miserable, I'm blissful with you. And if she's happy, I'm still blissful with you."I looked her in the eyes."What does it make me if some of my satisfaction with life and with you depends on screwing up her life?"She took a good twenty seconds before. It looked like real silver. “I hope this wasn’t expensive, it’s not silver is it? Plated silver maybe…” Daniel smiled at me, “Yes it’s real silver” My heart skipped a beat with pleasure that he would pay so much attention to me, I felt a bit annoyed by how I was being so affected by him when today I was going to seduce him! I should gather myself, I thought, and I quickly caught sight of a potential needy customer in the souvenirs section. “Gotta go!” I departed. 10 am and I hadn’t ventured. Some looked hurt, others were asking questions. I realised that Ben and Jamie both looked hurt. I went over to them and sat down on the floor with them, where they were playing Jenga with Ralph and Len.I put my arms around both of them, "Mummy will be down in a minute."Ben looked at me with very hurt but accusing eyes, "You were shouting at her, Daddy." Could you hear me? I'm sorry. Mummy said something that upset me, and it was only for a moment."Jamie looked at me, slightly less hurt, "We.