We talked about anything else exept sex so i started relaxing.when i told her that i m a swimmer she told me that she had a pool at home and whenever ... wanted i could go there and swim as many rounds i wanted to.At the end of our meeting we aranged next day to use her pool :D and gave me her adress.The next day i went to her house,it was a luxury one.i went in and she gave me made me a juice.then we went at the backyard to show me her swimming pool.we sat by the pool and after a sort chat she. Couldn't be serious in high school, maybe not even college, but I might have pretended. If I could go on more than one or two dates with a guy.I was the mousy girl. You know what mousy means? It means like sorta cute, or kind of pretty. Or a sweet girl, with a nice personality, but not the girl you'd ever get romantic with. Not really. In the dictionary it means drab, boring and quiet, or shy. I suppose that was all of me.I had boring brown hair, flat and straight and down to my shoulders. If I. That too gnaws away at Rowan, but if many thousands die it is so that many other thousands, and their children can live. You've managed to leave your past behind you, and now you should only struggle with living in the present; the future is only known by the Weaver's and we are all helpless in their hands. Give me a kiss now and a smile if you can manage it, and dry your eyes, for we have a great council meeting to attend to and the fate of five duchies, not just ours hangs in the balance!"It. ..” she, again, stopped me.“I'm sorry if I made things difficult for you... I just wanted to feel you hold me so badly...” and, with teary eyes, whispered “I'm so sorry.”There was another long pause before I broke the silence. I looked into her eyes and said “I Love you, too... ever since I was thirteen and I saw you in that mirror.” Wiping a tear from her cheek I pulled her into another kiss. It was slow, and tender, and when it eventually ended I looked deep into my angel's eyes, lifted her.