ενώ έρχεται σιγά σιγά ο ύπνος να με ξεκουράσει!! Μου αρέσει να ξυπνάω το βράδυ και ν...� τον νιώθω δίπλα μου, να τον αγγίζω και να λέω... δεν ονειρεύομαι , τον έχω κοντά μου!! Πόσο γεμίζει η ψυχή απο κάποιες μικρές αλλά τόσο σημαντικές στιγμές!! Ξυπνήσαμε το πρωί σχετικά ξεκούραστοι και έτοιμοι για δράση!! Αρκούσε μόνο να αγγίξω την πουτσάρα του στημένη σαν κοντάρι για να ενεργοποιηθει η καύλα μου!! Ετσι όπως ήταν φρεσκοξυπνημένος έσκυψα και άρχισα να τον τσιμπουκώνω και να παίζω την καυλάρα. My old friend from high school. She has afamily on her own with husband, two girls and one son. She is so patientwith me, and I love her very much. Meredith is one of the few that knowabout my breast feeding of big boys.And now the diary:2018February 23.Dear diary! This is the first day of the big change, and I have my mindset on carrying it through. I have bought two books for my boys which Iintended to read for them. In any case, they don't have the time to readthem alone. And because of. What kind of evening this is turning out to be, my my.We moved to the floor, arranged some pillows to sit on, and a very low table to play cards on.Cards ready and dealt again, it was over before I knew it, and lost with just two pair.Waiting for the judgement, like an executioner had to decide what my fate was.Bipasha had won, so she decided that I go to Debra, stand in front of her and massage her shoulders with both hands.I complied, walked over on my knees to Debra, stood in front of her. " I smile and then pretend like the arm is a dick and I'm stroking it. We laugh and keep on pulling. After awhile Barbie says "lets go walk around." We put our left over coins in our purses and I follow Barbie. We find ourselves in the middle of the casino and we hear a lot of shouting a laughing and joyful screaming straight in front of us. Barbie says "let's go see whats going on." We walk over and find that the excitement is gathered around the craps table. I"ve played a little bit of craps.