What the fuck was happening to me? My mind screamed. I couldn't believe that his big mean looking guy was holding me down just so he could suck me off...When I say that Sid went to town on my cock, that was just what he did. He gave me the most energetic blowjob I'd ever hand in my life. I'd had a few from girlfriends before, but in comparison those previous experiences were like a c***d's tea party.I just lay there with Sid's mouth and throat taking my full length. The only sound was my gasping. I kissed him back. It lasted a few minutes."How about we go to bed early tonight? We could both use a good night's sleep."I smiled and got up from his lap."Lead the way, Dr. Goldberg. Your wish is my ... wish." I didn't know if I would ever reach the point where I would feel comfortable following anybody's command.Going to bed early is not the same thing as going to sleep early. Sometimes you just can't manage to fall asleep.Sometimes there are things for which you would prefer to stay awake.. " She's got a point, Alex," Melissa added. "You've got a lot of fans, but anyone who's been hanging around in the background could identify you, and they won't be as dedicated to protecting you." So what about it, Gini?" Alex asked, rounding on the big woman out of frustration at being ganged up on. "You're our head of security? Do you think I should run away; scurrying from the scene?" I'm just your bodyguard," she said, sitting back in her seat. "Gail warned me not to discount your intuition.. I do. I swear to God I do."I didn't reach for her, worried that I might upset her some way. "I know, baby. There's no hurry. Whatever you are Ok with."She sniffled. "What if I'm never Ok?" she whimpered. "What if I'm broken?"Sandy went to her, hugging and rocking her. "No, you're not broken. Look at how far you've come. That blowjob was amazing. We can do this. I know it. If not tonight, soon. Nobody's giving up here!"Sheri nodded. "How about we try with me on the bottom?" You want to try.