. Jab me waha pahucha tab vo kam kar rahi thi apna so mujhe bola aap bahar hall me beth kar tv dekho me ati hu kam niptakar so me tv dekh ne laga or k...ch time me vo aa gai or ham sath me baith kar tv dekhne lageFir mene use bola door lock kar do or vo ja kar kar aai fir mene use apni godi me bithaya or kiss karne laga vo bhi mera pura sath dene lagi karib 15 min kiss karne ke baad mene uska nighat dress nikaldiya ab vo sirf bra or pantye thi mere samne kya gajab ki maal lag rahi tho vo me. “Does Elaine still love you?”I had thought of how I might talk with Maggie about this. I knew that I had to at some point. Even so, it took me by surprise, and I wanted to be careful to be honest without upsetting the progress Maggie and I had made. There was also part of me that wanted to avoid having to promise Maggie that I wouldn’t see Elaine again.“I really don’t think she does, although she did say she regretted how she split up with me. But to be fair, she did dump me twice when we. “This bond is killing us,” I said. “As much as it has bound us together, it is tearing us apart. I think you love me. I feel it through the bond, but I still am not sure whether it is real... I don’t trust my own emotions, because I know that they can and have been manipulated.”Mary sighed. “That is our fault,” she said. “We were using our powers so frequently, to cheer you up or to calm you down. To show you love and help you sleep. It became almost reflex, and in doing so we were engendering. “I didn’t lose,” I gasped out as holly came over to me. “I didn’t lose.”“No,” holly said sadly, “cynthia did.”“Would you have rather it had been me?” I asked. I think the disappointment and anger showed in my voice.“No,” she answered slowly, “it had to be one of us. It’s just that cynthia doesn’t get any real pleasure out of all of this.”“Then why did she submit herself?”“I think it was because she feels guilty about growing up as a black white girl in a rich, white family,” holly explained..