I walk over to the door mmm nobody there then i close it and start geting ready for school i took my shirt off and felt something different about my s...ummic i look down it was green like leafs i keep thinking could this be that plant monster i found that seem to vanish inside of me later it seem to fade away my mom called me to her room she said i found wemons clothing in your room whos are they i told her they are Vanessas but they wure my teacher ebonys she said i also found my bra my panties. As the maid of honor, her brother, Jack, had booked her a single suite. Julia heard a knock at the door. When she opened it, a hotel bellboy pushed in a cart piled with luggage. ‘Excuse me? These aren’t my bags. I think you have the wrong room,’ she said. A tall man peeked his head around the cart and peered into the room. His eyes roamed the suite before falling onto Julia. ‘Pardon me. This is my room. What are you doing in here?’ he asked. Julia gaped at him. Who the hell did he think he. The more awake I became, the more I realized what a stupid move that had been. I put myself at risk and gained nothing worthwhile for it. Self loathing was a powerful emotion; it caused me to attack that thug, when the night before self preservation kept me from doing the same thing. It seemed to be an emotion strong enough to force one to do terribly stupid things.The shower and the day old coffee helped me with my self esteem issue even more. I still felt worthless, but not quite as suicidal.. .. well, I guess not. My sister somehow already has her homework finished. She probably didn't have as much to begin with. So now I have to catch up on that. But first ... first I want to act out an idea that I had yesterday, and then I need to make sure Anna is occupied for a couple of hours.After making her lie down on her bed, I retrieve the large red and blue candles from yesterday. Drawing lines and doodles in wax on Anna's skin has given me the idea to draw something more well-defined. I.