Drab." the last syllable on that drab word, drab, hangs in the air for a moment, before faltering and landing face first in my burgundy carpet. I seem...to do well for myself, or so everyone constantly reminds me time and fucking time again.Nice house, nice car, good education, good looks, dependable family. I look in the mirror and sneer.In a fit of rage I pick up a high heeled shoe I bought, it never fit of course, I always buy sizes much too small for me. Men or women's.And hurl that stupid,. Shaadi aur mataji kay 2 hi mahinay baad sundeep ko company nay bulawa bheja aur joining kay liye kaha. Uski promotion hogaye thi aur salary by khafi bad gaye thi magar is bar ussay pura 1.5 saal tak drilling rig par hi rehna tha. Papaji nay sundeep ko kaha ki deepti ko bhi saath layjave magar usnay uski safety kay liye mana kardiya aur kunki sundeep nay papaji ko kaha:Sundeep:- aap bhi akela hogayegai, aap kay saath koun rahega.Papaji:- Beta, mein manage karlon ga, waisay bhi (Sarla –wife) kay. When we played Truth or Dare."My stomach tightened. Oh, Christ. "What about it?" I thought - " She sniffed, and looked up at me. "I thought you liked me." Of course I like you, Lucy, I love you." I mean in the other way, daddy. I thought - am I pretty, daddy?" Maybe this should wait until your mother gets home, sweetie," I said, trying to steer the conversation away from dangerous topics."So you mean I'm not pretty?" she cried out.I knelt by the couch and took her hands in mine. "You're. Her eyes widened as she took in the sight of Mendez with his bloody foot, the unconscious Greer sprawled out on the floor and Coleen busily fussing over a slowly reviving Tonya. Sonja shot me a hard look and I just shrugged."I only shot Mendez after he shot me first. I think Tonya shot Greer and the Guards shot her."It took a couple of minutes for Tonya to feel normal enough to talk. As soon as she was lucid, she, Coleen, Sonja and Helena started whispering. I let them talk because I held a 45.