And most of all, Mark has a very personal reason, or believes he has, to want the beautiful animal dead! Oh God... !"Carol needed no resume concerning...the latter fact. Though she could well understand his jealous reasoning, her sympathy was with Jean. Wasn't she, herself, nearly as much under the handsome animal's spell as the golden-haired girl seated across from her? Fleeting moments of her first night in the house when Caesar had mistakenly come to her, flashed through the vivacious. ”“You’re question sidetracked me. But let’s drop the topic now, and your mom, OK?”“OK, Sean. I have another tough topic, but about me. When I went to my room last night I thought terrible things.”“Well, you have plenty of company.”“Really? Who else?”“I think we should stay focused on you.”“I was hoping you‘d let me get sidetracked.”“It helps, Jeff, to talk about your troubles with someone you trust.”“I got so angry about yesterday’s ball game again. I hate myself. I swore at myself about every. Flow. It's a little like swimming in air." Yes. That's interesting. Well, I'm sure you have your own goodreasons and you'll tell me in your own good time. What you chooseto wear is your decision, I've always told you that. " I ... I didn't exactly choose this stuff, Mom. Not right off. Ihad to wear it. The girls told me I had to look like them, like agirl, or else I couldn't stay at the sleepover, I'd have to gohome. They told me that first thing. Cherisse's parents don'tallow her to. "I looked at Reggie and he nodded his head at me. "I have never spared with anyone before so I can't promise the same thing." Oh really," he said in this Spanish accented voice."Yeah really," I replied."Well I can take all you got, but if you go to crazy I just might knock you out." he said."Do what you gotta do," I suggested.We climbed in the ring. I was in my workout suit. "He is going to lay back and just kind of tap away at you cause you got no class. Just do the thing you do and put him on.