Although your hand is average sized, it only goes halfway around its girth, so you timidly grip it and stroke the skin gently, ...ome exitement returning to youreyes.I play with your package, on the small side, and slide a hand down the backof your trainers and inside your underwear. Hmm! promising, obviously a pair ofyour wifes (you have the defeated look of the "pussy-whipped" husband). Inside yourknickers I finger your slit . With just the slightest touch, he circled each of my nipples, just once, with his thumbs. He pulled his faded blue t-shirt off over his head dropping it unceremoniously on the floor. Next, still without speaking, he opened his trousers, pulled out his cock, and started stroking it until it grew hard and rigid. He kept stroking until it began to throb then he stopped. He got on his knees in front of me, put his hands on my ankles and slowly ran them up the insides of my legs, simultaneously. I was so close to the celestial nexus that I could almost see the individual tongues of flame in the typhoon surrounding the black hole pupil. The star occupied the entire horizon, as if slicing reality in half so that one side was the dark cosmos and the other side was the sea of nuclear fire. I was about a kilometer from the surface of the black hole, which had shrunk down to the size of a ten-story building. ‘So close… I’m so close…’ I thought, desperately reaching out to be accepted into. I thank all of you.I don’t want to give this illness one bit of credit for anything but it’s destructiveness in my life. I have learned there are levels of pain that I never knew or even dreamed existed. I learned how a disability changes the way people perceive you. I know what it is to be pushed past the point of giving up. A place where you pray to die and mean it. I have been humbled and humiliated. It’s horrible.While it has wreaked havoc in my life I did manage to see some good and learn.