"Ooooo! Familypictures!" I really hadn't thought of it before, but I guess you could say Becky isa part of the family." How's she related?"Even though...I knew Angie was a smart little girl, I was still surprisedby her question. Fortunately, as always, Margaret stepped in, just when Ineeded her. "Why don't you let Daddy show you the photos first, then wecan start telling you a little about her?" Okay, I can wait." Angie beamed at both of us before turning herattention to the album. Once I had. Being that it was Friday, the interior was crowded with people - guys and gals - seated around the tables. Conversations were buzzing under the blasting music.I ordered a beer and began to look around and see if there was anyone I knew, or might want to get to know.After a few songs a woman her late 30's approached me and asked me if I would dance with her."Sure" I replied.We danced a few songs and chatted a bit."I'm just here to dance some dances and have a few drinks ", she said, " I'm not. Jake had lost yet another job recently. It seemed to her that in all oftheir long years of marriage, he never held a job for more than twomonths. Not that they were desperate for money - Julie made more thanenough as a vice president of a small company for them to live on, yet wassorry for Jake. She felt that a steady job might at least provide him withsome direction in his life."They cancelled on me and told me to come tomorrow," he replied."That's a shame," she said and tried to say something. They were right. If I could remove these things, Caitlyn would havedisappeared a long time ago. Instead I'm stuck with these implants 24/7.Strangely, they no longer feel foreign to me as they once did.Reluctantly, I've come to accept them as part of my own body. Enoughabout that though, it's time to get back to my bath.I close my eyes once again as I gently slide my finger into theprosthetic. I instantly begin to tremble in reaction to the touch. Thistime my fantasy is a little different. .