Only the janitor left cleaning up on our floor, went to the elevator to go to the level below. As he stepped into the elevator, I stood up out of my c...air and walked down the hall to Shawn's office. As usual, he was waiting for me. With his brown buzzed hair, white dress shirt, and black dress pants that hugged his tight ass, he was leaning against his desk. I walked into his office, wearing my black heels and white day dress. Closing the door behind me, I walked towards him. He grabbed my. What's your name?" Amy." Amy!" Is there something wrong with Amy?" No, no," I said, quickly understanding what was going on. "I'm okay. My name is Chris Walker." The doctor needs to check you out and if you're okay you can see your wife."My wife? This time I had the sense not to voice it.I was back.I was in the present time and things were different than they were before. I was the adult version of the younger Chris I changed. I had a wife I knew nothing about. I had a whole life I knew nothing. Can you give me a jump?" "Nope. How your battery die?" "I don't know. Engine just quit." "Whatchyou gon' do? You cain't go stayin' out here. You freeze." "I'll be OK. Thanks for stopping." "You ain't gon' be OK out here tonight. It be gettin down below zero tonight. You already wet. Git yo ass out of dar an come wid me." "Where to? I can't afford a motel room." "Who say anyting bout a motel? You come stay wid me." For the first time she aimed the flashlight toward herself. She was the color of. OK?"Dan and his wife are more Jen's friends than mine, but we usually get along. Today he was driving me nuts. I don't get to see the kids play all that often. I wanted to concentrate on them, but he never stopped talking.Halftime, and the teams were busy with oranges and juice boxes. We found a quiet corner. I tried to get him to spill whatever was on his mind."You know how much Ali and I want to have kids. We found out this week we can't. That is, I can't. I'm as near sterile as doesn't.