She didn't know why, but saying such things seemed more comfortable with Shay than her own mother. Maybe it's because they weren't blood related."Have...you ever been with a guy before?" Shay asked."Oh-No!" Kacie snapped back, "I mean, I've thought of it but I want it to be with someone special!" she finished explaining."I understand hun!" Shay said, as she caressed Kacie's hands that still clung across her waist. "You know, and I hope I'm not out of line in saying this, and I don't wish to make. ‘Look, I am not happy with this okay? Damien is pissed too, but he went with her…to support her.’ Brian winced at his poor attempt to ease Lucy. Whenever he saw her upset like this he seemed to lose the ability to use his brain. What the hell. Lucy sighed. She understood the underlying message in his words. Brian expected her to support Leigh, too. But, somehow, there was an undeniable feeling that he actually needed Lucy to support him. ‘So, what now?’ She gave in, something about him didn’t. "You don't seem so dangerous to me," he answered and kissed me on the top of my head.All I wanted now was to feel him. I was afraid that if I reached down farther, he might push my hand away. I did it anyway. My fingers skimmed the top of his boxers and my worries were answered. He was already hard. I pressed down and let my fingers encircle his penis through the cotton of his boxer shorts. Daddy's only reaction was a jerk and a little groan and I got braver. I pushed his boxers down and felt. The only one who has been so far a safe haven to me is my manager, Cornell Todd, the man who knew me when I was a up and coming fashionista and became my right arm since then. It isn’t any wonder to say he is also my only stable option of a good sexual relationship.Well, I do like Cornell and I enjoy being with him, but there are times that I wished to have someone that isn’t my manager and couldn’t perform a threat to my career if something gets screwed up between us. Someone like a fellow.