I graduated college early and became an assistant to one of the top publishing agents in the industry. He was handsome and successful; of course we be...an dating right away. A year later he asked me to marry him. Everything was picturesque and lovely until the day I came home and caught him fucking Phyllis, one of his authors, who was a mega-bitch and old enough to be his mother.Naturally my self esteem took a whopping hit. I quit, letting the asshole affect not only my personal life, but my. I was a rag doll now and moved as they wanted to move me. I had dildos in me and all sorts of things, some toys and some not. I looked down and saw a needle pushing into my arm then a feeling all over me of warmth and a fog in my mind. I do not remember much after that and all I know is I was sore as I woke up dripping cum and my body having been cleaned off but red stripes all over my body. Mother was there. "Time to see if everything worked Dear." she said and she dressed me and we walked out. After we entered the restraunt, we were quickly led to our private table which I had reserved for us, and as we walked to the table I could see everyone checking out your beautiful and sexy body as we made our way to the table. The waiter gave us our menus and quickly left us alone. The moment he left my hand was back on your thigh making you blush slightly as your eyes traveled around the restraunt to see if anyone was watching us.I told you as I looked over the menu, "baby, nothing in this. I can't blame her. But then again, only a totally ignorant hypocrite would deny that a young girl's body, any girl's, can be disturbingly erotic. There you have it, Berthold. Condemn me, if you must."His words shook me badly. The bio-feedback worked extremely well in this close situation. I knew that he had been honest with me, did not hold anything back. And I also saw Karla's accusations about his behaviour, especially about the anal rape, as the lies they were. However, the beatings he.