My first impression was that the house was dark and foreboding. There was no power on, therefore no heat or light and with the dark clouds and sheetin... rain, the place was gloomy to say the least and for a few moments I stood almost riveted to the hall floor and literally shook with fear. David seeing this, put the bags he was carrying on the floor and gave me a bear hug. "Calm yourself Jane." He kissed me and held me tight for several minutes until my shaking ceased, then ordered, "Slave start. I then asked him if he had.He messaged back that he had had two encounters but it was over three years before and he hadn’t done anything since.Over the next couple of weeks we chatted back and forth about our preferences in all porn but mostly bi-curious and guy/guy stuff. I would send him video links and tell him why I liked it. And he did the same. We found that we had very similar interests & fantasies. He asked me if my wife knew about my curiosity. I told him no and I really didn’t want. I found that to be so rude at the time, but I didn't understand anything yet. This pretty blonde girl knelt like that for what seemed like forever. 30 minutes passed by and I decided to go back inside. 30 minutes after that, I looked out from my back window curtains to see her still kneeling there in the exact same position with no one else in sight. This was really surprising to see. The sunset was just about complete and I looked at her to see if anything would happen. That is when Rashad. Giggling and being naughty, Helen told me that she didn’t need to brush her teeth! But now, it was getting warm. She had run out of plausible excuses.Our brief affair was, therefore, for Helen much more problematic than for me. The chasm between the experiential freedom as a sexual being that she had wanted and found in our love affair and the enslaving constraints that Jurgen’s phobia imposed on her everyday life were unbridgeable.While she had temporarily stepped out for a sexual adventure,.