" She saidThis seemed a little strange, but I said it anyway. Unfortunately, she didn't like it, and made me say it again, but this time she said I s...ould be more sincere. I repeated it like a meant it, and found that I actually did want it, or at least the erotic unknown that was over powering me now!"Proceed" she said to someone, and then to me she said, "Count them out slave paul"As the first shot landed, with what I guess was a paddle, I said"One"Whack"Two" We continued on with the paddle. I have go to my mom to ask her if the neighbour was fighting and she told my that they all day are fighting etc.Then mom made a shock for me she told me that Carmen(my neigbour wife) told her that she was thinking to breake up from her husband.I was shock because i have not know that mom is fried whit my neigbour,than she told me more about her.In weekend my mom has make a cake and she told me that to give to my neigbour a piece of cake,when i heard i was very glad,because that was a perfect. They had an accident five years after the assembly line had stopped (seven years after my birth).Magdalena (Maddy because Italians hold the G silent) grew up almost totally left out because of her age disparity. And she grew to resent it as much as a little brat could. As the sickly one, I got stuck watching her way more often than I cared to - but at least we were allowed to catch up, albeit slowly, to the entire group at the swimming pond, when the eldest girl would have to be in charge of. Consequently, putting a dress on and wearing makeup and pigtails really lighted a fire deep inside me. For whatever the reason, i felt that i was being honest with myself about myself and that connection only grew into burning desire for me to learn to express myself as a woman. . I started stealing clothes from apartment complex laundry facilities, friends houses, even finding clothes on the side of the road or in dumps out in the desert. No stone was left unturned, i was ALWAYS.