. hey, I've been there. Who could understand betterthan me? Anger because ... why didn't you tell me, bitch?A while later I said as much, after I ha... listened to all the pain. Isaid something like, "If you had told me earlier, we could have gonethrough this together". I kept it as gentle as possible, despite therage. I even thought at the time that I meant it."I wanted you so much, but what I really wanted was to be you," Nicksaid.How do you respond to that?"But I love you, I really do,". "Say, John--Mrs. Denham's been trying to get in touch with you. She's called here twice this morning already." Hell," Blodgett growled with a knowing grin, "don't you think I know she's trying to get in touch with me? Reckon she wants some more of that good cock I gave her the other day," he winked obscenely at the younger, weaker man."That's not what she said," Lee observed mildly."OK--what'd the bitch want?" Blodgett walked to the well- appointed bar and poured himself a generous slug of raw. It was then that she realized her power over all guys. She started dressing sexier. She went away to college. We broke up. I saw her a few months later. She had a black boyfriend on the basketball team. It didn't bother me. Nothing she did bothered me. I saw her at a bar a few months later. He was there. But she was talking to me. She didn't want me to break up with her. She wanted to marry me. She went back to him and kissed him and turned her head to see if I was watching. Of course I was.. You know how horny that makes me, so I reached down between his legs. He was rock hard. I only expected to give him a blowjob when he unzipped himself and pushed my head down to his lap."When he had his fingers inside my panties, I knew it wasn't going to stop with a blowjob. I was so wet, and he could feel it."I struggled a little helping him out of his pants, and it was obvious he was no Big Ben. I can't say exactly how big, but it was hard with purple veins like varicose veins ready to pop..