It was an odd position but I was in such a humiliated mood that I did not give it another thought."Look at me honey... please?"There was a strange qua...ity in her voice, gentle rather than maternal. I turned my face and looked her right in the eye - brown like the hair on her head."I want you to know I love you okay?" She said this so firmly, so anxiously that it took me by surprise. How did we end up here at this point after mom putting down my girlfriend Suzie so viciously.She seemed almost. Before them, she had other ghouls. Long before, she had Tony. Before Tony, and probably with Tony, she had orgies with dozens of kine, and probably other vampires here or there. Her history was filled with sexual exploration and delight.If she didn’t want to have sex, it was a flag something was wrong, and it was obvious what that was. Him. The curse.But the curse didn’t seem to care about Antoinette or sex. It wasn’t going to do anything to sabotage his relationship, according to what it said.. You were pouring shots of tequila for us all, and didnt notice that Ricks hand was sliding up the inside of my thigh. You handed us the shots, As I grabbed mine and Rick grabbed his, You said a toast. "To a memorable night." We had a few more shots, and I felt them starting to really affect me. I started to really relax. I leaned back on the couch and put my head back for a moment. As I did that you leaned over and started to kiss me hard, sliding your tongue in my mouth, as you were doing that. She had been staying with her friend during the weeks to help cut down on commuting to and from school (traffic could be bad in the mornings). I parked the car and went inside.Erin greeted me and I asked her how she was doing in school. She was already showered and in her pajamas. We were talking at the kitchen table and I got up to get her a snack before bed; she got up to help. We continued to talk as we prepared our snacks; after living with each other for the last 18 years, we worked well.