. Malcolm would be in my class we would all be in our first year at secondary school together apart from Billy he was in his second year,We all lived ...retty close which is why we were all friends I lived at number 12 Billy was at Number 4 Malcolm lived directly behind Billy & Paul livedup by the park, on the way to school,both the Junior school & secondary school were literally across the road from each other,so the walk to school would be the same,anyway back to the day in question, we had all. Worry had infused itself into his dreams. Too long had he remained in the Hai Lei palace; too long had he avoided the growing feeling of unease which had finally pushed itself through the surface of his consciousness. When the sun rose, he would depart and return home to his wife. Yes, when the sun rose. But he could not bear to leave the company of the girl who lay by his side! Then she would return with him. His eyes flew open in the darkness; the decision had been made at last, at the edge. Peggy and her husband both had multiple sex partners earlier in their lives but now only Peggy was sexually active. It was Saturday morning about 10:00 AM when Peggy stretched out on a lounge chair on the beach. She always liked getting there early so that she could pick out a good location. She was still impressed with the number of it hard bodied men and women that frequented the beach. She was struck by three very handsome young men coming out of the water. They were all in top physical. I was wired to enjoy it, or something.Interviewer: That can't be right. Humans avoid pain, it is part of who we are.Me: I don't. Oh, I avoid things that would actually cause damage, or scar, or things like that. I don't disfigure myself, or self harm or anything. I just...enjoy pain and humiliation.Me: Anyways, we should get back to what we were discussing. What made me the person sitting before you.Interviewer: Yes, please.Me: Anyways, so, I found myself sort of enjoying the pain. I guess I.